is it a good or a bad thing?
my mind is constantly spinning and tourning around right now.
i used to believe in love and such words as friendship, trust and freedom...
but now i see that none of them is left in my vocabulary
i feel like everyone is selfish, pushes others away and wants to be on the top
me included...
i feel so steely
my feets are sinking down in the sand, i left my right way...
and why did i left my right way? because i started drinking and had some crazy nights
i did that because i wanted to be like all those others and wanted to forget
now i remember my own words when i was younger: people who are drinking are ju